Roti Canai and Mee Hun ! Arghhhhhhh

I'm actually trying hard for this semester holidayyyy to dietttt and get thin fast because I felt so weakkkkkkkk and angry when sayangggggggggggggggg puji orang lain and wanting me to have well my old body when I was form 1 ! 50 kg, and now I am 69 kg ! Whatta hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ! Makan terlampau lahhhh banyak haaaa ambik kauu jajaaannnn ! Omaiiiigoshhhhh I need to be thin, I need to toooooooooooooooooooooooo ! But am too lazy to exercise HAHA, stupiddd right nak kurus dengan hanya mengontrol makan, nak kemana kann kann kann ! Haihhhhh and semalam I tak makan okayyyy and today boleh bantai roti canai and mee hun. Haiyaaaaa lapar kebolor aku niihhh semalam starving and having some migrain, lagi lahhhhhh but best nyaaa perut I flat gilaaaalaaaaaa semalam. Best je tgk, hari ni flat lagii, tapi buncit sikit balik. Haihhhhh tolong lah, I takda time nak exercise but I rajin buat kerja rumah macam sidai kain, vakum semua. Isn't that exercise ? Hmmm peluh kotttt but am not sooo sure. Dah lah sekarang petang - petang hujan je di Ampang, nak ke jogging dalam hujannnn ? Hmmm nak pergi gym, punnn malu. HAHAHAHA bolehhh ? Sebab nanti orang pandanggg maluuuuuuuu. Ohh badann, cepatlah mengecil, aku tertekannnnn !